What a day man... !@^!(*#$^ 4 CAs down, many more to go...

Just imagine yourself, sleeping about 2plus in the morning on 28/02/06 and had to wake up about 0730hrs on the very morning, go to school and rush-read your final few chapters of your sociology text book just because of a CA. Was terribly desperate and scared that time... Spent like a few days reading the same old thing over and over, yet nothing much went into my head.. It's so scary when you can't S/U all your mods huh? Hahaha...
On this very morning, I rushed down to school and grabbed a "Red Eye" from Coffee Club Express.. I needed that little pathetic use of caffine to make me stay awake.. Did I mention that I'm like a coffee addict, I drink coffee to go to sleep? Anyway, I tried memorizing the last few examples on family before moving on to gender. I felt like I was already taking the exam instead of a CA. I don't believe this, so stressful!!! Well, I didn't get to finish on family and gender. It was time for me to go into LT 11 and take that test... I swear to you, when the lecturer started announcing the instructions to the CA, my heart started to race. I was rubbing my hands every now and then. 1015hrs, the CA starts. The lecturer flashed the questions on the screen. We had to choose 2 out of 5 questions and write two essays in 1 hour. When I set my eyes on the first question, I couldn't help but laugh to myself. I really couldn't understand what the question was asking from me. I was on the verge of breaking down. People started to write as fast as they can while I still continue to skim through the questions and my caterlog in my brain what is compatible to the questions. In fact, I was rather disappointed in myself for not understanding the simple questions even to produce a decent paragraph.

I chose two questions which I was more confident on, race & ethnicity and socialisation. I had no choice but to pour out whatever info I had in my brain. I had a terrible time trying to recall all the details stated in each lecture notes. I was already thinking of S/Uing the module halfway the paper, but I kept telling myself that it's ok and I must complete this paper with confidence. Eventually, the paper ended. I only could see so much rubbish on my answer sheets. Don't know what to do... Just handed up my paper and walked out of the lecture hall... Was completely tired, had a headache and only thought of socialisation for the next 1 hour or so. Arhhh... Terrible...
Ya was tired as I've said, so I spent the rest of the day in the library and in to contemplate on whether to s/u, study and watch comdies. I couldn't bring myself to start on work just yet. Well, I wasn't in a jovial mood but I made my day like any other happy day. Had dinner before going home.
I'm back home now... Just waiting for the time to pass by because I want to go for my jog. I've not been jogging as much as I promised myself to. Ya you guys think I'm ok but I'm still fat!!! You just haven't seen what's inside the shirt. And I don't have some super duper good stamina to keep on going for hours and hours and hours... ya you get my meaning. All I know is that four CAs down, many more to go... Especially on this Friday... Study study study... never seem so good yet painful..

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The Mixed Boy