I felt that...

I woke up this morning feeling that I lost a part of me... So painful that I just can't seem to see anything further than 1 meter away. I can't see why this world has hope in the first place when despair is just right beside it. I must hold myself together... I would still like to be there for White Chocolate girl but her priorities are focused somewhere else.. I guess I shouldn't break a promise and should help her appreciate what she lost from the beginning. Maybe things will get better for her. For me? It doesn't matter anymore... If it's important, people will appreciate it...

The Mixed Boy