Confused, frustrated and depressed...

I want to keep telling myself that I'm good to go, but I'm tired... I just don't have the drive, I'm upset that it happened to me and why me? How can one be so strong yet be so weak? I got so much in my mind, want to tell someone, someone close, but there's no one... Everyone's busy... My worries spread among almost everything, half of it on my health. I feel upset when I talk to people but their minds on something else. I once thought that my active personality could possibly appeal to people, now with that down, period, I'm not sure what am I anymore...

Stoned
The Mixed Boy