The bleakness even on Mother's Day

Today is Mother's Day *yeah* but then even with such a joyous day like this, I find it bleak and upsetting. Probably there's some things I don't feel like mentioning. Every last bit of hope has gone to the drain... Haha... I think I'm just losing myself... Oh what the heck... Not that I have any chance in the first place... Anyway, beside the bad side of today, at least there's Razor Ramon Hard Gay to accompany along the lousy days... Hahaha... Have you heard of it? If you haven't then you should go to www.youtube.com and search for razor hard gay... His full name is Razor Ramon Sumitami and he is almost equivalent to Ali G from USA. The difference is that Ali G makes fun of the people and the situations around him, Razor only makes fun of himself. You should watch the clips, it's damn dumb yet funny. I like when he comes in with his punch line "DO MO HAR DE GAY DE!!!" or "OKAAAAAAAAAY!!!" and "HOOOOO!!!" Not to mention his hilarious way of walking around and shaking his waist. Haha... Super HARD GAY LA!!!! But I would like to get one of his toys from TOMY. Limited edition... (For those who don't understand what I mean, search for razor hard gay and watch the episode on [Bakafish] Hard Gay TOMY English Subtitles) I think it's really cool to have that game. Trust me, if you really need a laugh, just watch the clips... It'll make your day...

Upset yet calm
The Mixed Boy