A day to remember...

I never stayed in school for more than 10 days in a row, but with SCAMP, Pre-prep camp and FnR camp side by side, 10 days is nothing. Hahaha... However, it was REALLY enjoyable that you get time for yourself and you can do what you want to do. You don't get rushed by your mom to sleep early when you are doing your work or have your meals when assigned to. You can choose when and where to have it. I know I may contradict myself but I also do miss my house sometimes. I sometimes worry for my mom whether she is doing fine or not. It's like going back to NS when I"m caged up in my bunk and can't go back home till the end of the week. For me, I can take the solatary life. I'm kinda used to it because I was trained to be. But my mom, she needs company sometimes. I noticed that we don't go shopping with her or out with her like we used to back when I was about.... 10years old? Maybe it's because we've grown up and we already have other commitments in our lives.
Somehow my commitments may increase slowly throughout the years. Have you ever tell yourself bluff? Have you ever thought that someone is rather interesting to talk to but you tell yourself "Nah, don't think she's interested in talking to me"? Well I have, several times already. Can't help it when I've turned into a timid mouse despite my size. The more you don't socialise, the more you don't know what people want from your conversations. However, if you don't mind it, then don't let it bother you. Being a sensitive person that I am, I'm sucked into the realm of worries. A thinking person not necessarily be a good thing. But I do hope for one thing - that this time, it is a good thing.

Thinking
The Mixed Boy