Confused, frustrated and depressed...

I want to keep telling myself that I'm good to go, but I'm tired... I just don't have the drive, I'm upset that it happened to me and why me? How can one be so strong yet be so weak? I got so much in my mind, want to tell someone, someone close, but there's no one... Everyone's busy... My worries spread among almost everything, half of it on my health. I feel upset when I talk to people but their minds on something else. I once thought that my active personality could possibly appeal to people, now with that down, period, I'm not sure what am I anymore...

Stoned
The Mixed Boy

More secrets unrevealled.

Haha.. I feel like I'm the last one to know about things... Because I've gotten to know about two secrets that left me hanging. All the best to the two person that I had trouble these two years trying to communicate with. May your love life carry you far ahead in your life.

My body's still unfit. I can hardly go ahead of 2 sets of 40 sit-ups. I still feel weak mentally and the phobia's still around. I also feel dumb for organizing an outing for an og that I hardly know. I think I'm just plain dumb gullible...

The Mixed Boy